Unpublished Work © 2011 Cristina Carlino
about fifteen years ago, i scribbled those words on a piece of paper. i didn’t know where they came from or who said it first if it wasn’t me, but those words were one of the first of dozens of messages i would write for the outside of skin and body care bottles for philosophy, the company i founded in the brand new year of l996. to create a second skincare company was my very conscious choice back then, although i did not at first know its name or at all what the company would become. philosophy became and remains in its own new way, a most wonderful part of my life’s destiny.
today, i find myself thinking of that line again and what it can mean to our lives in this brand new year of 2011. for me, rather than resolutions of what i’d like to do, i am looking at what i want to choose. fate is chance – what appears to occur as an unplanned reunion, buying the winning raffle ticket, or who you are seated next to in the movies, destiny is choice- a deep desire. if you are choosing positively , it will be courageous, exciting and very conscious. as for all of the outcomes, they all belong to a divine order.
so today i choose to make conscious choices and for this moment to start with what i won’t be choosing rather than what i will be choosing .
l. i won’t choose past lives. i choose this one ,
2011 can be so much more original than just a sequel to 2010. the less clinging to the past, the more enlivening my today.
2. i choose the future. i am choosing to be where i am.
when i look down at my feet and can be right where they are now, my dreams for the future are germinating in the rich soil i stand on.
3. i won’t choose gridlock. i will find a new path when the one i am on is taking me nowhere.
choose to tell the truth about what may just be persistence to making a closed door open when in fact there is an open door just waiting for me at the other side of the room.
4. i won’t choose more walks then naps. dreaming can take me anywhere
and always in the divine magical privacy of my very own world.
5. i won’t choose mindless over mindful.
this includes not watching any reality tv show where a woman can’t stop eating toilet paper.
6. i won’t choose sugar. why add to my mood swings?
although it’s a hidden ingredient in more foods than we know, i won’t choose the ones where sugar’s glistening on top.
7. i won’t choose to choose people, clothes or shoes that don’t make me either feel better or look good
choosing the wrong things and people is an act of self hate and self sabotage.
8. i won’t choose guilt. i’ll embrace the words, “ i am doing my best.”
opening the door to guilt is just putting out a welcome mat for everything in the world being your fault when very little has anything to do with you.
9. i won’t choose lies. not even little ones.
the little ones don’t stay little for long. and the ones we tell ourselves hurt the most of all.
10. i won’t choose gossip. it can ruin the life of another.
as well as my own. i am so grateful to have discovered that gossiping feels physically awful.
11. i won’t choose to let others make important choices for me. i choose for me.
unless you are a child, nobody else can know what is right for you.
and i am choosing above-all, to be here and awake in the moment as much as i possibly can. because this moment is where my joy of just being lives and my best, most conscious and courageous choices are always made. i am staying in a loving partnership with God, the master planner. for 2011, i choose faith knowing that whatever the divine’s outcomes, i will grow and blossom. when you think of it, who could have created a greater adventure?
let the good times roll.
peace and blessings